Hello Everyone:
I received word on Tuesday that my radiation treatments will begin tomorrow, Thursday, July 28th. I actually had put out into the universe the thought of my radiation oncologist changing his mind/opinion on radiation therapy for me……but alas, it was not to be….*le sigh
No matter – the sooner this starts, the sooner it ends. 25 treatments. Generally on weekdays except for statutory holidays. So, I am figuring that I should be done by the time Labour Day weekend starts (unless there are problems with machine breakdowns and the such – which I am told happens from time to time). Should that be the case, it would be just about 1 year to the day that I found the lump (it was the Labour Day weekend 2010). Amazing isn’t it?!
Not sure what to expect. The last 2 weeks have taken its toll on me. The wondering, the uncertainty, the ‘just want to get a date to get things started’, the restless nights and feeling anxious…..it’s exhausting! I don’t know what to expect – but will give you an update after a few treatments. I’m not worried. Just a little apprehensive because it is another unknown that I am venturing into. However, I am hopeful that in my next update, I’ll write the usual, “it’s not as bad as I thought it was going to be!” *big grin & smile
Good news: (there is always the good news) THIS IS IT. No more other treatment. The last of any cancer cells will be gone (fingers crossed) and the focus will turn to full recovery and getting back my stride and ‘mo-jo’. (LOL). I am looking forward to it. I can’t begin to say how tired I am of this!! I was just beginning to feel and look like the old me since my return from Paris. I’ve actually gotten rid of the extra “chemo-weight/fat”. To think, I went to Paris for 2 weeks, indulged in butter, cream and wine and still managed to lose a little weight – – – how’s that instead of going to Weight Watchers!! LOL.
Another small piece of good news: I actually golfed 18 holes last Sunday. I figured I should try before the radiation starts. Shot a 94. (42 on the front 9 and 52 on the back – yes – blow up). However, I was happy about the round. Not bad since I haven’t golfed 18 holes since last Labour Day weekend. There is hope yet my friends!!
Take care. Big hugs to all of you. Incredibly lucky to have all your positive energy with me during this journey.
Winnie xo